my life my shit

It is through pure coincidence that I have met you
And it is through courage that I speak to you
But it is through love that I adore you
And through love that I feel I need you.

I want you to know that it is not a marital type of love,
Please don’t be afraid.
It is solely the love of friendship that I wish to be with you
And I couldn't even wish that one day you will care for me the same.

I thought that I should tell you that
You melt my heart sometimes.
It just withers away time and time again,
No matter how hard I try to forget these restless feelings inside of me.

I thought that I should tell you that
I know you will never be there for me
The way I want you to be there for me.

I thought that I should tell you that
I know you don’t care about me the same way
That I seem to care for you.

I thought that I should tell you that
I still love you anyway,

And this kills me.

Every time you cross my sight,
You melt my heart all over again.

I thought that i can forget you.

posted by felecia @ 9:53 PM