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To myself and anyone who's constantly feeling vulnerable: you need to have a little faith, not everyone you love is going to leave you.

Profile I own this site, so bow before me Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it. I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality.

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I really don't understand why I have to waste my time talking to some people when everything in them is shit. Seriously, what's into this world? And sometimes you just push and push and keep pushing so that you can get your bloody way without even realizing the ordeal that others have to go through because of you and your stupid act. You don't suffer alone, never. I suffer too. If things get mess up again and again, that's cause you couldn't get things your way and you remain a stubborn ass yet at the same time wanting me to play along according to your way. It's all about you and YOUR WAY. And the most important fact is that your way ain't the right way all the time!

I'm not asking to give all of your heart at one go,but, if you have the thought of giving it bit by bit,
at least that's a start.
I've have started,now, will you?

of course everything happens for a reason. People change so I can learn to let go. Things go wrong only for me to appreciate them when it's right. I believe in lies eventually to trust no one but myself. I get the feeling where I don't want to talk to anybody. Very often. Who wants to smile and fake happy? but at the same time ironically, doesn't know what's wrong. There isn't a way to explain to someone who doesn't already understand. If I could want anything in the world it would be alone. I hope this feeling will pass soon, but until then all I could do is wait.

Everytime I miss the chance to talk to you, I feel like i'm stabbed in the heart a thousand times.

i've trying very hard to chase away this "squeezed" feeling in me. i've a lot left to do, all of which i know what to do but i don't know how. i really don't know if i would be able to continue and survive. i'm struggling. everyday it's just going to sch, then go home. nothing else in my life that i really think it ain't worth living. why do i have to try so hard even if it's just breathing.

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