my life my shit

Changes are so hard especially when you have to run up and catch the tails, most of the times I barely lay my fingers on it. There are a lot of unexplainable things in life and again the same old reply would be: there's nothing to be done. And many things are just not meant to be and perhaps the hardest thing is to say goodbye. But in my case, saying hello again is what brings you down. It seems so impossible to bear in the arms of the tired and weary. But then again, of all times it is because of change that life is going on, and that we are all surviving.

I cannot even handle myself, what am I to think further?