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full of jitters that could have killed

Tomorrow is the day. It feels like one is being put to the test. the real world kind. and by the end of it, it's gonna be too much of an obvious if a girl like me is really suitable in a world of deign - my passion. Too often, the thing you want the most is the one thing you can't have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. But not knowing what one wants seems to be more terrifying. My heart is feeling all the jitters and it just feels like someone with hands as huge as michael jackson's is squeezing it. I spent the entire weekend out and seems like it didn't help much in distracting. what a failure attempt. my heart is really squeezy, like pasa malam during chinese new year. this is seriously nerve wrecking. Time usually flies by, but at a junction like this it will play a trick can go extremely s l o w.

i would love to talk to you all the time. but this time round, i'll learn to take it slow. since wise men says only fools rush in.

posted by felecia @ 10:53 PM