my life my shit

it is said to be "Honeymoon"

3 days and i'm still alive and kicking. i'm still very worried, very anxious, very afraid. i've nothing to lose. a lot to learn. and all of this makes me feel so small, so stupid. it just seem to get harder and harder each day. i've a lot to say, but i can't seem to find a pair of listening ears. everyone's so busy, so occupied. i guess i'll just keep it and carry it around. maybe till i explode and die, i just have to live with it. i'm so tired, but i can't even sleep without worries. in my whole 18 and a half years, i've never ever been so exhausted and time didn't fly by so quickly before. but the bottom line is, i get to learn a lot. so much that every single cell on me is exploding with gratitude.
Some things are meant to happen.
Some things are bound to be.
some things have away to make doubting hearts to believe.
Some things in spite of difference, sometimes against all odds somethings are meant to happen.

so i just have to accept it.

posted by felecia @ 11:19 PM